yujin13 - yujin13. (sunday)

Текст с Bandcamp’а: “consciousness : awakening to the silence of an empty home. the azure tint of an early sky seeps through a window before the sun envelops the truth of an ephemeral sadness. violence : a world aflame with a pain of our own doing. as the heart erupts with sorrow and anguish on such a peaceful day, the silence only intensifies thoughts that have no words to carry them. the vision that mirrors silver is one that reflects the peace that can only be seized upon death. why? why are we so afraid of what we cannot say? why do we run away? we say we cannot stay. i had some time to think about it. right now i don’t want to think about it. right now i don’t feel like talking about it. we are done. this is done. this is finished. is there a limit to this? i think about everything ; everyone ; every day. i’m okay. don’t worry about me. i just have to wake up, show my face. make you believe me when i say that nothing is out of place. at night, i talk to the dark. eyes open ; morning - i’m dreaming. being awake can be hard. sometimes i am most alive when i’m sleeping. and i am amazed we create a role for what we cannot control. this life is so full of pain ; we complicate everything. we had so much time to think about it. right now, i know we’re all thinking about it. we don’t talk. we’re all just thinking about. we’re not done. it’s not done. it’s not finished and there’s no limit to this. i think about everything ; everyone ; every day. i’m okay. don’t worry about me. i just have to wake up, show my face. make you believe me when i say that nothing is out of place. this world is catching on fire ; and everyone is both exactly wrong and right at the same time. i’m nothing more than a liar. so don’t pay me any mind, and just go on with your life. i am naive. i am a fool. i see the goodness in everything. you know i want to believe. i only see beautiful things ; silver lining. the silver lining in everything. released January 19, 2020 all word and sound by yujin13. instruments recorded with alexander jacobelli at sunsick studio in san diego, california in summer and autumn 2019. vocals recorded with aaron ruiz at memory lounge in san ysidro, california in summer 2019. mixed by alexander jacobelli at sunsick studio in san diego, california in winter 2020. blessed be the light and all it shines upon. Lux Et Vitae | Sapientia In Tenebris“