Текст с Bandcamp’а:
“my sight tried to decide on what lie my mind can justify.
tonight ; too many times i’ve sighed from broken promises to you.
bright eyed and so excited - i just don’t realize sometimes.
i must apologize when it’s just my own self i fight...
and does it mean we’re meant to be, eternally?
and even if we perpetuate these self - deceptive games we play?
are we just one more memory?
a memory, a dream we leave behind?
this life has gotten me so occupied with so much, so soon.
no time. i’m so tired and blue
alone in my room.
cuts deep to be so far from you...
white light : i’m stuck between the lines, riding the lows and highs.
one night too many that you’ve cried with nothing i can do.
dragging my feet reluctantly. this chance has passed me by.
we said that it would be okay
but still we keep on going on this way.
drunk off of your sincerity.
intoxicated by the color of your eyes.
sobering dose of clarity :
it’s clear to me we have to say good-bye.
it’s time to say good-bye.
in spite of everything i say
still it had to be this way.
in spite of everything you say
still it had to be this way.
in spite of everything we say...
so much, so soon.
no time. i’m so tired and blue
alone in my room
it cuts too deep to think of you.
don’t doubt my love.
i really do.
from last wish., released June 9, 2021
all word and sound by yujin13.
engineered and mixed by alexander jacobelli at sunsick studio in san diego, california winter and spring 2021.
additionally engineered and mastered by aaron ruiz at memory lounge in san ysidro, california spring 2021.
photograph by svetabond.“