PARANOÏDE - The Curse of Nostalgia

Lyrics - Yan Willow All Instruments, Vocals & Mixing - Alien Lyrics: Completing cycles of life against my will I’m moving forward, but looking back Everything around changes, but there’s still A centripetal force that keeps me on track I’m seeing all that I’ve seen before As if my life’s a song on constant repeat I’m not supposed to be here anymore But I don’t have anywhere else to be I’m old, but on the inside I’m still a stray kid But the matter of fact, sad as it could be Is that timeline has already gotten rid Of a spot for me But the concomitant curse of nostalgia Summons vivid ghosts of the bygone days I dissappear, and no one will find me In these cold fake sunset rays Incorporeal observer, I haunt my own past Gaining pleasure from this languid pain And if I would happen to be asked ’Stead of reborn I’d live my life once again Paralyzed, I am stuck in this moment Afrai