shot by / gonedecay & nosgov
edited by nosgov
produced by seishin
lyrics:
nothing blooming in my heart
only thorns and the silence
i got flower blooming tears
and a sigil from fire
i wont see you in the dark
and when its dark there
stop talking bout the illness
cause it doesnt define me
got a hole in my body and no farewell from her
you be casting spells on body and i cant i cant
i had no face what the f*ck had i faced
i dont want no farewell just be faraway
faraway faraway i would feel the regret
if it’d been possible i would have done what it takes
okay my bad as always as always
im guilty of the all like im God or some sh*t
nothin bloomin in my heart,
thorns cut, internal bleed
ah ah ah
im spittin blo0d, she wanna bre3d,
ah ah ah
body so cold, she bout to freeze,
ah ah ah
she gotta go, she gotta leave
i had no face, wait
now b*tches givin me face, damn
she thinks i hate her,
im the one that i hate, damn
this feelin is endless
this feelin is endless
livin in darkness
i feel defensless
this sh*t never makes sense
she wanna make friends
how did i end there?
keep fallin for dead end
keep fallin for dead end
i always suffer the same thing
walkin around like im vendrick
she always talkin the same shit
i feel amazing
i dont feel amazing
i wanna end it
why are you keepin me waiting?
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
cant ressurect whats already gone
barely alive ready to die alone
what you assume if we barely spoke
i sink to pain while you make me torn
wash the p1lls in the sink, cant avoid
break down i can feel that its void
dont talk, i cant speak anymore
made peace as i fall to the floor
oh, cant take back whats already said
its already in my head
cant finish a simple task
tell me what you wanna do
i already bl3d for you
give up when im talking down
walked away still make it sound
i got it, guess ill take care
paint me your only victim
carefully planned inc1sions
oh, i barely f*cking make sense
i got in but i faked it
guess ill never get out
SickStillGrindin x SPZZ