// Trying || FMV

Prepare some tissues. I know this isn’t the best edit i’ve made but i just want to put it out there. for the past couple of weeks, it’s been tough for me. i kept on saying it’s impossible for me to meet BAP. i’m losing hope.. like all im doing this is just.. nothing. i got upset. Few days ago, a real life friend of mine asked me (after seeing my wallpaper of himchan) “Is that BAP? why do you even stan them? they’re not that famous.“ oh you don’t know how much that hurts me. up till today, i still hvnt