evil spongebob balloon

even tho i SWEAR that ive done nothing egregiously wrong as of late,, i want animals on the street and random passerbys to look at me judgmentally for some reason, like i am in an episode of the twilight zone and am stuck in a town where everyone but me knows of my apparently heinous crimes.. i would like to be scrutinized right now, i want people to be straight up and real with me or something. .. reading this back i feel like i just want to be noticed even if that means that people’s reaction is negative. ... i know it sounds needy and annoying but wahteva its real i wanna be perceived outside of my own consciousness whats wrong with that