blackbear - @ my worst (Official Music Video)

official video for “@ my worst” by blackbear pre-save misery lake: listen & download to “@ my worst” out now: amazon music: apple music: itunes: pandora: soundcloud: spotify: youtube music: youtube: follow bear: @bear credits: director: brent campanelli creative director: tyler serebreni executive producer: garrett brockschmitt associate producer: isabelle lesh creative producer: jason landis production coordinator: nicole taylor 1st ad: david gutel key pa: emily klein pa: luke gargano pa: katie dooling pa/driver: erik downs pa: castro zambian covid officer: kelly king covid nurse: chrystie harrington director of photography: connor ellman 1st ac: matthew borek 2nd ac: dominic cokely gaffer: charles schaefer grip: matt marks grip: caleb seth czuszak best boy: daniel kusnir dolly grip: brett kerr stylist (cast): tabitha sanchez stylist assist: claire carmouche blackbear stylist: mitch modes blackbear styling assist: jeremy gonzales special fx make up artist: faina rudshrteyn special fx make up assist: sevile muminzhanova makeup/hair (bear): arlen farmer art director: wesley goodrich editor: anthony miralles colorist: kinan chabani guitarist: blake straus drummer: harry allen keys/vocals: kaela sinclaire violin: bonnie brooksbank cello: emily elkin rebel casting one machine llc lyrics: this is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me playin pretend that i’m available emotionally im off a benz, goin around bends could be the death of me i’m not ready, i’m not ready maybe i’m the best mistake you ever made it sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my name im praying to a god, a god i don’t believe the more i hide my scars, the easier i bleed but maybe i’m the worst, the worst you ever had tell you, you’re beautiful, then stab you in the back you’re praying i’m the one, but maybe im a curse the more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse could you love me at my worst? could you love me even though, that it hurts? could you love me? could you love me at my worst? yeah, don’t try to call, do not disturb i do not want to speak this is the end demons are friends, angels are enemies i’m just a fool, stuck in the past, your worst memories i’m not ready, for you to forget me maybe i’m the best mistake you ever made it sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my name im praying to a god, a god i don’t believe i showed you all my scars that i let nobody see but maybe i’m the worst, the worst you ever had tell you, you’re beautiful, then stab you in the back you’re prayin i the one, but maybe im a curse the more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse could you love me at my worst, could you love me even though, that it hurts? could you love? could you love me at my worst? this is the end, this is the end this is the end of me #blackbear #miserylake #atmyworst