shaʇehouu/. - Mass Paroxysm

Текст с Bandcamp’а: “*English translation at the bottom* 憎しみと怒りに身を任せ 有頂天に酔いしれる 苦悩の海、苦痛の叫び 目を覆うのは夢、 はき違えられた希望 憎悪に駆られた怒りが僕をむさぼる Needles and knives puncturing, lacerating my skin, for the fragrant smell of blood and my mortal sin, forgive me. 引き金を引いた破壊を受け入れたかった (You can’t kill me) けど朝になるたび、君は過去を連れてくる (I cant kill you) 君を殺すことはできない、忘れることも 来る日も来る日も、底のない悪夢に生きる 遮るもののない恐怖が圧倒し続ける 肉体と血液の花を真似た 流血と地のりの掃き溜め 憎悪に駆られた怒りが僕を むさぼる 無謀な僕を許してくれ Needles and knives puncturing and lacerating my skin, for the fragrant smell of blood and my mortal sin, forgive me. 引き金を引いた破壊を受け入れたかった (You can’t kill me) 消えることのない狂気と後悔の叫び (I cant kill you) 君を殺すことはできない、忘れることも I .. I cant forget the things ive done Why.. Can’t I forget the things you’ve done Why .. can’t I die I want to die Needles and knives puncturing and lacerating my skin, for the fragrant smell of blood and my mortal sin, forgive me. 引き金を引いた破壊を受け入れたかった (You can’t kill me) けど朝になるたび、君は過去を連れてくる (I cant kill you) 君を殺すことはできない、忘れることも [Translation] Letting hate and anger take over, Enrapturing myself . A pool of distress, screams of torment Blinded by dreams , the false sense of hope. Driven by hatred , my anger devours me. Needles and knives puncturing, lacerating my skin, for the fragrant smell of blood and my mortal sin, forgive me. I wanted to forget, the damage I caused. (You can’t kill me) But every waking hour, you remind me of the past. (I cant kill you) I can’t kill you, and I can’t forget. Every day, I am living a bottomless nightmare. My unobstructed visions of fear overwhelming. Mimicking the flower of flesh and blood, A cesspool of blood and gore. Driven by hatred , my anger devours me. Forgive me for being reckless . Needles and knives puncturing and lacerating my skin, for the fragrant smell of blood and my mortal sin, forgive me. I wanted to forget, the damage I caused. (You can’t kill me) The endless screams of insanity and regret. (I cant kill you) I can’t kill you, and I can’t forget. I .. I cant forget the things ive done Why.. Can’t I forget the things you’ve done Why .. can’t I die I want to die Needles and knives puncturing and lacerating my skin, for the fragrant smell of blood and my mortal sin, forgive me. I wanted to forget, the damage I caused. (You cant kill me) But every waking hour, you remind me of the past. (I can’t kill you) I can’t kill you, and I can’t forget. from Nihil, released October 15, 2016“