What Lies Within The Disappointment ( Official Music Video )

The Disappointment I know that I’m not the angel You all wished id be I’m dead inside with mental issues What do you want from me? Bend through life wanting to die But live like I have the choice Hide my face with this goddamn mic To annoy you with my voice I think that I’ve lost my Mind Its self destructive bury me alive It’s bound to happen What’s another sleepless night With monsters in my head I want them to go away But we know how that ends I feel like I was made to be different I am not sorry to those Who feel like I’m inconvenient Because I’m Looking at my past like a tidal wave I keep on tripping like I’m sickened with the life I made With my fingers on the trigger like a gun display I will show you what it’s like to be inside my brain I think that I lost my Mind It’s self-destructive Bury me alive It’s bound to happen I need I need help I can’t escape myself Do you hate me now No one cares if no one is around Can you hear that sound? Can you tell I hate myself I need to find a way out B