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Lyrics
How did I end up here?
Another bullshit year
Drowning in my fears
Oh, just a stupid girl
In her own messed up world
Tryna disappear
Will they even care if I’m not here?
I’m lost, can’t be found
I speak but make no sound
And my thoughts weigh me down
Will I swim or will I drown?
Words are spoken underwater
Through the echos in the waves
Maybe everything gets better
If I don’t try to escape
Feel the burning in my lungs
Think I’m too far gone
To get myself out this time
I hate when they tell me
That I should try harder
And there’s no such thing
As a mental disorder
It’s all in my head
That’s what they said
Then why can’t I get the fuck out of my bed?
They probably wouldn’t care if I’m not here
I’m lost, can’t be found
I speak but make no sound
And my thoughts weigh me down
Will I swim or will I drown?
Words are spoken underwater
Through the echos in the waves
Maybe everything gets better
If I don’t try to escape
Don’t wake me up
I’ve had enough
Just leave me numb
And painless
Don’t wake me up
My time is up
Just set me free
I know they wouldn’t care if I’m not here
I’m lost, can’t be found
I speak but make no sound
And my thoughts weigh me down
Will I swim or will I drown?
Words are spoken underwater
Through the echos in the waves
Maybe everything gets better
If I don’t try to escape
(If I don’t try)
(Broken underwater)
Written by: Mackenzie Arromba and Steve Mo
Produced by: Steve Mo
Additional Prod by: Mike Tampa
mixed by: Jay Dufour
mastered by: Joao Carvalho
Artwork by: Kelsi
Lyric Video Made by: Cheyna Coore