thrown - nights

Lyrics: Done waking up in a pool of sweat But these terrors never end When I close my eyes I go straight to hell So I stay up late to postpone the pain Another night feeling like I’m dying My body’s shutting down and I don’t have any idea How to cope or break the cycle All I know is that I’m fucking tired Oh God Or just anyone, make it stop At least give me a night off ‘Cause I’m desperate for rest but getting less and less After years of self-neglect The things I’ve seen still fucking haunt me in my sleep Why do I keep having these thoughts spinning endlessly? You haven’t seen what I have seen So there’s no need to even try to relate to me The things I’ve seen still fucking haunt me in my sleep Why do I keep having these thoughts spinning endlessly? It’s like my own mind is battling me Living life on repeat, unable to break free