life

ive been living in my own mind for so long i think i will descend from the World Of Forms and back into consensus reality... i used to foolishly used to think myself above the materialism displayed by basically all of humanity but i see where the comfort comes from.. its nice to not have to question literally everything that exists all the time and sorta just accept things as they are.. unlike an idea, objects can be solid... i crave the strength and certainty of steel...