THE ART OF DECEPTION - DESPONDENCY - OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO

Website: Music Video: SquareUp Studios Recorded at Mateer Media Mixed and Mastered by Chris Kelly Bloodshot eyes Time keeps ticking second by second I keep obsessing over managing every single minute of my worthless fucked up pathetic life I wish I could fall asleep until the end of time my fear takes the helm of the love I know I am told I have more to offer to this world than what I have shown woe grief pain wrath Seek the light everyone talks about Surrounded by the figures that see my fears and doubts Breakdown I close my eyes embrace my fate voices whisper there’s no escape Fear is an illusion Stay focused, tune out delusions and doubts Breathe deceiving dreams desolate scenes this is not happening to you despairing thoughts deceitful plots despondent I will follow through I want to die more than you’ll ever know I have found that the truth I have obtained has led me to rot on my own I wish I could be more than what I promised to myself Please save me Lord help me For I am my own destruction Breathe deceiving dreams desolate scenes this is not happening to you despairing thoughts deceitful plots despondent I will follow through Death etched in my mind the sands of time My hourglass has reached its end impending doom secluded room To transcend misery and gloom End Breakdown I am not proud of the mistakes that I’ve made in my life I am negligent the paragon of failure Self-reflecting I’m now aware patterns and tendencies create a vicious fucking cycle that never ends I transcend My will is gone the voices led me to see this fucking through drift into the great beyond