Neil Hilborn - “OCD“ (Rustbelt 2013)

How can it be a mistake that I don’t have to wash my hands after I touched her? Love is not a mistake, and it’s killing me that she can run away from this and I just can’t. I can’t – I can’t go out and find someone new because I always think of her. And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on. Now, I just think about who else is kissing her. I can’t breathe because he only kisses her once — he doesn’t care if it’s perfect. I want her back so bad... I leave the door unlocked. I leave the lights on.