Merkules - ’’DEMONS’’ (Official Video)

From the new album Apply Pressure Stream: Shop merch: Directed by Stuey Kubrick Produced by C-Lance & Aaron Hiltz Mixed by Nato Down Mastered by Terry Tran Makeup by Dallas Harvey Model Shae Mcmanus Demon Scott Monk Intro: I’ve been fallin’ asleep with, all of my demons They been hauntin’ my dreams and I can’t think straight ’cause they won’t stop screamin’ I’ve been fallin’ asleep with, all of my demons They keep talkin’ to me but I can’t tell ’em shit ’cause they can’t keep a secret I’ve been fallin’ asleep with, all of my demons They been hauntin’ my dreams and I can’t think straight ’cause they won’t stop screamin’ I’ve been fallin’ asleep with, all of my demons They keep talkin’ to me but I can’t tell ’em shit ’cause they can’t keep a secret What the fuck am I to do? What the fuck am I to do? What the fuck am I to do? What the fuck am I to do? When there’s nothin’ left... Cause I don’t wanna feel shit, someone must’ve hit a kill switch They don’t ask about the problems that I deal with Fuck all of this money you can have it I don’t feel rich I keep havin’ these flashbacks I hate ’em They remind me of my problems, I can’t stand to face ’em I know it’s prolly my last to change ’em But even if I do it my past can’t erase it They recognize me ’cause they see me on the internet They think I owe ’em somethin’ I can’t deal with all the disrespect Sick to my stomach, when I feel it I just disconnect My demons tend get the best of me when I get depressed I’ve been stabbed in the back with a chainsaw But who am I to blame y’all, I’m smokin ’til the pain’s gone You see me smilin on the surface tryna stay strong Actin’ like I’m happy starts to feel like it’s my day job But just as long as there’s a purpose to it all I’ll keep tourin workin’ hard, writin verses to these songs Far from perfect, every person has their flaws And mine is I’m an addict still searchin for a cause I know they judge me for mistakes that I’ve made Since I’ve gained all this fame shit just ain’t been the same I came in the game to pave a lane for my name And it’s painful to say it put’s restraints on my brain but I know it’s worth it cause I get to tell my story I’m at a point where the industry can’t ignore me I never had the main stream media to endorse me I did this all by me and myself and y’all are corny To every kid that’s listenin to this song I hope you’ve found the message I’ve written within it all If no one’s ever there to pick you up when you fall I promise you’re not alone, play this shit and just hit the wall ’cause I’ve been fallin asleep with, all of my demons They been hauntin my dreams and I can’t think straight ’cause they won’t stop screamin’ I’ve been fallin asleep with, all of my demons They keep talkin to me but I can’t tell ’em shit ’cause they can’t keep a secret I’ve been fallin asleep with, all of my demons They been hauntin my dreams and I can’t think straight ’cause they won’t stop screamin’ I’ve been fallin asleep with, all of my demons They keep talkin to me but I can’t tell ’em shit ’cause they can’t keep a secret I know you listenin’ for somethin’ to relate to I know the feelin’ like the whole world hates you I know you wishin’ you could finally have a breakthrough You thought it was a phase so you pretend you’re in a great mood I know it hurts to see reflections of yourself ’Cause the person that you see is not like everybody else So you try and you try but it never seems to help So you’re questionin’ your words ’cause you’re so fed up with the guilt But... You’re not the only one that’s goin’ through regret You’re not the only one that no one seems to get You’re not the only one that’s so close to the edge And if you slip it’s over for you so you cope with it instead I can promise you that nobody is perfect and you overthink the little shit you’re always so concerned with So you lock yourself inside everynight and close the curtains And you’re screamin’ out loud but it’s like no one even heard it I know problems keep pilin’ up right in front of you So much anxiety inside you don’t know what to do Been lied to so much you that you don’t think you even want the truth Fuck it, aww you grew to be used it, it ain’t nothin’ new I been there too, just hold tight A lot of substance abuse and long nights But next time I see all my demons it’s on sight Next time I see all my demons it’s on sight yeah.... I’ve been fallin’ asleep with, all of my demons They been hauntin’ my dreams and I can’t think straight ’cause they won’t stop screamin’ I’ve been fallin’ asleep with, all of my demons They keep talkin’ to me but I can’t tell ’em shit ’cause they can’t keep a secret I’ve been fallin’ asleep with, all of my demons They been hauntin’ my dreams and I can’t think straight ’cause they won’t stop screamin’ I’ve been fallin’ asleep with, all of my demons They keep talkin’ to me but I can’t tell ’em shit ’cause they can’t keep a secret