[Cybergrind@Rupture] 03. Diabarha - One and Only

Another voiced song. Tried my best, also I’ve bought new, more professional microphone, so it *should* be of a better quality from now. Near the border of splittercore and extratone, if you add an electric guitar and some voice recordings, it could make a cybergrind track; this one has also cyber metal and regular electro elements. Kept in tone of both gentle request and anger blast, because I don’t know why but I’m still looking for such a girl in my life, one love from the first sight till the last breath, only one, ever and forever. And we can’t find each other. And they told me that it’s women who want a relationship... If you don’t like my singing or singing at all, here’s a non-voiced version: Hey, maybe you’d like to do better voice cover if the music and lyrics are good enough ;) ~~~ Here, dedicated to women from the view of the love loser. A nice one. Cheerful one. Loving one, the caring one. One and only, perfection since birth. Shame that such a person doesn’t exist, there is always something wrong; change my mind.­­­­­ Or - maybe it’s something wrong with me. Yeah, I take this as an option. But is that so hard to find someone who will be engaged into the relationship? It’s weird that I can see a lot of people happy, even now, while typing it. A few seats away there’s a family. Behind me, there are lovely couples. On a hallway too, many people with kids. And finally me, all alone. Shame on me. What else can I do but to complain. Yeah, much more. But somehow I don’t have a will to do more than that. ~~~ Lyrics (EN): Hello, my dear How did you sleep Aren’t you open too much just with me? Empty and clear Drained by my lip Torn down to pieces like my liver is Crazy and violent Rushing but silent Such is the feeling of that I can’t find What I desire is to Push me in fire My brain is looking for another mind like this - One and Only I’m waiting for the One For you One Only One You, the One (Can’t say that) I’m waiting for the One! For you One Only One Of you and me and you and I, the One! For you One You, the One Of you and us and me with you, the One! For you One Only One Of you and me and you and I, the One! For you One You, the One Don’t leave me! Don’t leave me now! All the dreams that shatter me All the griefs that torment me All these things of fantasy All emotions ruining me Unboxing the gift Opening rift No, she’s the useless one in my life Yet box is tempting Grinding, ascending All round and perfect, she can’t be my wife As chair is too dirty To sit straight on it, I’m (waiting - for one) to be nice, pure and lit Scavenging trashes, I pick them from path But if way’s over, I’ll beg for my death If - she - is - not - the - one - I - have - dreamed - all - about (perfect and round, perfect and round) I’m waiting for the One! (...) All the dreams that shatter me (they shatter me x4) All the griefs that torment me (they torment me x4) All these things of fantasy (my fantasy x4) All emotions ruining me Looking at you from the distance Cannot rely on my existence You’re so close, and too far so far Pedal to the metal, but who drives this car?! I’m too useless to get her I wouldn’t even get out from my shelter But how could I make sure, that you’re the One, my One Just by guessing out your internal self I’m not picking you like apples from the shelf I’m waiting for the One! (...) Baby, I’m not crazy, Come and stay, and be my daisy Dearest daisy, please don’t run, Let’s have fun (I’m waiting for the One) - why you’re looking at me Just as I was off my mind Do not worry, I’ll be gentle, Such a husband (you will never find) (x2) All the dreams that shatter me (don’t shatter me x4) (no more) All the griefs that torment me (don’t torment me x4) (no more) All these things of fantasy (no fantasy x4) (no more) All emotions ruining me (don’t ruin me x4) (no more) All emotions ruining me ~~~ Cat./Track number: SKRD!!!-116/03 Genre(s)/BPM: Cybergrind/Splittercore/Cyber Metal 940 BPM Background image: Album download link: YouTube album playlist link: Facebook page: SKRD!!! official website: