Derealization - Bambi Baker (official video)

Stream on official platforms: Literally took foreverrrr to get something I’m satisfied with. It was such a simple idea in my mind but every time we tried to get one of my ideas it turned out impossible. I really wanted to try my best to get something that represented derealization is some way instead of just what looks pretty, I wanted the outfit to represent feeling like a ghost, or like you’re completely blank and stripped of identity. The background seeming like it doesnt really match is supposed to represent feeling disconnected from your surroundings. It’s still only a lil homemade video by me and my mom, and a little help from my stepdad, but I hope you enjoyed it & thanks for watching 🤍 Also for those who are not aware, i have currently been focusing on music videos due to the fact i have silent reflux and I’m temporarily not able to sing and havent been able to since snow on my windowsill. But i will get cooking up on new music as soon as i can si