i’m not doing good.

a short vent video bc i needed to let out my feelings somewhere. i would rant about what’s really going on in this description, but there’s just too many wrong things. i just wish i could be someone else. i don’t want to be me anymore. a lot of emotional trauma is getting to me, that’s what i wanted to express in this video. everyday, i am in pain and try to push it down but everything comes back up. i get flashbacks from all the times I’ve been hurt by people, myself, and looking at how everyone happy look