2024-05-30 _ PRESSURE Burden of Responsibilty _ RUSSIAN TSAR OF INTEREST?

RUSSIAN TSAR OF INTEREST? SUPPORT IT DAWNS AND IS SHOWING TRACES FRIGHTENING ERSCHRECKEND, WO ICH ALLES GEWESEN BIN. FRIGHTENING WHERE I HAD BEEN (RUSSIA ALSO). ... because moving on till 1994 - stuck in nightshift ... DEUTSCH: ... meiner Meinung nach kann man nicht zu alt sein, um diesem Ruf zu folgen (auch wenn man ihn erst in letzter Zeit erkannt hat), WICHTIG: die anfänglichen Erkenntnisse von www familyresearcher de (bitte mit Punkt dazwischen in die Browser-Befehlszeile kopieren) sind jetzt noch einmal “unterstrichen“ worden (und entwickeln sich immer mehr zu einer glaubwürdigen These . ... und da meine Vorfahren auch meine Vorbilder sind und sie mir den “gesunden Menschenverstand“ zumindest indirekt “beigebracht“ haben (auch durch andere), kann ich jetzt im Jahr 2024, Mai, nur noch “besorgt“ sein ... da ich vermute, dass durch die Weltkriegswirren und die “NS“-Gegenreaktionen irgendwie“schief gelaufen“ ist.., (unerwünschte belästigende Transmission von messages zudem störend unangenehm). Ich war damals (in den 70ern und 80ern) zu jung und nicht gesund genug, deshalb konnte ich die erst neuerlich erfolgreich gewichteten Erwartungen verständlicherweise nicht erfüllen; zudem war hier die finanzielle Ausstattung grenzwertig an der Armutsgrenze und das vor und in der Schulzeit und auch danach dann leider dere Grund, dass ein Universitätsstudium nicht einmal in Reichweite gekommen war. Bisher sind für mich keine Mittel vorhanden, um diesen besonderen Teil der schlesischen Geschichte zu erforschen, es gibt bis heute nur unbestätigte Augenzeugenberichte, zu schwach, darauf aufzubauen? siehe www suenderheiland de oder auch www fahrensleute de oder www bsfdrives de oder direkt auch unter www / breslaufriends oder woanders. INTERNATIONAL IMPORTANT INTERPRETATION? GENERAL WASHINGTON-RELATED? PLEASE CONSIDER THIS INSIDER KNOWLEDGE POSSIBLY. OR WAS IT ANOTHER GENERAL IN THE CIVIL WAR ALSO? ENGLISH: Today I have this focus in mind: interpretation of expectations (in me) since my early childhood - been brought up purposefully also by vacation non-professional “educators“, that helped me (considered a poor orphan), by so-called vacation parents also, today I am in a worry because of those old (circumstancal) expectations, I had stumbled upon evidence that only today (from 2020 on) and as pattern recognition in context only, may reveal §§ “frightening“ meanings, which were brought to me unspoken from outside ... as explained (previously) not known how and if very own funds are of interest ... BUT now I am in a hurry of course ... because in my opinion you can’t be too old to answer this calling to be an administrator of very own funds indeed (even when recognized lately only), IMPORTANT: the initial findings of www familyresearcher de seem to be true (please copy with dots in between that in your browser commandline) have now been “underlined“ once again (evolving to be more and more valid) ... and since my ancestors have always been my role models also ... and having “taught“ me “common sense“ (not all in the same extent) at least indirectly it turned out that way (also through others on the sideline that helped me poor little orphan), I now in 2024, May, 30s can only be “worried“ because of the interests of “the peoples also“ (European and Americans alike but also Asian and Siberian and Ozeanen ... maybe since KARL’S private mission was “all over the word“ once?) ... I suspect that “something has gone wrong“ was it because of World War turmoils? and “NS“-counter-reactions? after WW-II?, it is therefore now rather very unpleasant that I had indirectly felt the expectation (as normal to raised children?) but could not fulfill this expectation on my own till now, I was too young then and later not healthy enough to manage this on my very own, therefore at the moment no one is to blame (I hope), but rather: all should put the blame on themselves (without over-reactions allowed), because no one (?) had recognized the underlying importance for the U.S. and GB (Great Britain?) also, AND the rememberance of withstandal agains NS (Nazi-Powers) is OF COURSE important in Germany (Europe) very much, BUT there had not been funds to me (the only witness apparently) to look into this special part of Silesian history (already applied to it with Government and being rejected twice, unfortunately?), but there were eye-witness acoounts, indeed too weak it was said to build on it? - as was said till the end of the 20. century?). Who can provide sources of possible financial SUPPORT that would be interested in supporting me, including, for example, British/American sources on the civil war in the States, also in connection with KARL and FRITZ JOHANN and the others as my mother ELSE/DORO? Bitte nach Möglichkeiten “finanzieren“.