I have bodies buried in me

the cortisol put holes in my stomach before the end of the 7th grade they called me the nicest girl in school but really I was just a good actress faking it like nothing bad was happening at home mom passed out working the night shift the stretches of time when I was left alone like the desert a place where bad men go to do things no one will hear no one will see I’ve got bodies buried in me nobody looks for anymore