SEDATIVE | COUGH MEDICINE

Directed by Andre Avila & Matthew Daly Filmed by Sarah Avila, Andre Avila & Matthew Daly Edited & Colour Graded by Andre Avila Recorded by Ilija Stajic Mixed and Mastered by Modern Nihilism Recordings Lyrics: I stared into the void and it showed me fucking nothing Fill my veins with disease, to find some kind of release I stared into the void and it showed me fucking nothing I can’t see, I can’t see straight I’m addicted to the pain, addicted to the turmoil I can’t see, I can’t see Begging for help from a helpless existence Medicate me Begging release from a weakened condition I can’t see straight Permanently decrepit isolation Waking every day to another mistake Bury me with the rest of the bodies I’ve broken Frankly, I hate feeling anything O’ reason not the need This carcass, that I exist in means nothing to me I’ll take the cowards way out, and blame the world for what it did to me Fade away with me Another drip in the vein