Tidal Tempest

——————————— Hey all! Unexpected, isn’t it? So, I would like to tell you what has been happening to me these six months, and why I said I was leaving this community. Forgive me for telling you all that I’m leaving for good, I just didn’t think I’d get out of all this shit and most likely commit suicide, but as you can see, I’m alive and still full of strength to move on. Let’s start from the beginning of this year, when I was still in a serious relationship with a girl, I had problems with my studies that I could not fix on my own, and therefore I constantly went with the fear that I might be expelled, but I simply could not re-enroll in another college. Literally a month later, I break up with my girlfriend and fall into the deepest depression, and because of what I suffer from alcoholism for the next 3 months (for my 16 years it’s just terrible), I just didn’t know how to distract myself from these thoughts in another way and cope with depression. I did w