CellarDoor - Hustle

This song is one of the 5 stages of grief, namely Bargaining. You can listen to the full album here: Written by CellarDoor Recorded by Assymetry Media Mixed by VPR Audio LYRICS I stand still to reflect on the days that past To realise that I might be free at last The darkness creeps up on me When I close my eyes There is nothing to see The fears I have would break every single one I can’t stand not knowing of what will come Looking back life’s been good to me One day I will see Its all meant to be Mistake my kindness for weakness, betray my trust was you biggest fault I find trust that your nights become sleepless, the wage paid for a vicious assault And it’s the price we pay For our existence Every penny spend While time persists We all face a certain debt Every man has his price happiness is now for sale Pull you down like the strongest vice A system designed to fail After all I don’t know who I am or what I should be It tears me down as I try to look and see That it’s all a game and the numbers don’t lie I know that I will fail no matter how hard I try The fears I have would break every single one I can’t stand the thing that I have become Looking back life’s been though on me The deck that I have been dealt Its all meant to be As my failures linger I know it’s all my fault The fear of what’s yet to come I know it will break me in the end They made me do it They made me do it They made me do it And it starts again