Before I Turn - Oxytocin (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)

The Devil Exists releasing throughout 2023 & 2024 Copyright Before I Turn, 2023 Crucify me I long to perpetrate your suffering That’s all I ever do I wish to steal your oxytocin so you never trust Feel something other than happiness You live to serve me, be my self-destructive masochist I am torn by the way the sand has drained But you’re tilting the glass like it’s stained but every second you took away I never wanted you to be this way Give me all my time back give me all you fucking took away Every time you tell me, “you’re foolish, hang your head in shame” as if I always try to push you away Why don’t you let me be; let me fucking slip away Perpetrate my suffering  That’s all you’ll ever do  I wish you’d steal my oxytocin, so I’m rid of you Fall asleep ‘til she beckons me to fall through darkness We fall apart, can you put the pieces back together? I wish you’d steal my oxytocin so I’m rid of you  Bite the hand that feeds (Oh, please; oh, please) Beat the man that bleeds And gaslight me Just beat me down until I can’t fucking stand As you take away everything that makes me a man Fall asleep ‘til she beckons me to fall through darkness We fall apart, can you put the pieces back together? Beckon me, may I have the strength to fall from you So we fall apart, can you put the pieces back together? With the son in your eyes, you can’t fucking see Forever in denial, you can crucify me Lying to the face of everyone you know You’re grasping at the surface but they’re letting you go So when we’re both in hell, and I’m down on my knees You’ll still be in denial and you’ll crucify me Produced / Mixed / Mastered Alex Anglis @ Darkghoul Studios Vocal Mixing Randy Pasquarella @ Pasquarella Studios Music Video Alex Anglis & Christian Lawrence Available on all streaming platforms April 18th